people come and go.

just as the wind blows.

trust your instincts and do it.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I found you,
I just want to be where you are tonight,
I run in the dark looking for some light,
How will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you,

I want Asmira.

I want money.

I want love.

wooohooo!!!!!!!!!
it's saturday!!
hell yeah!!
mommy and daddy all went desaru..
granny went kl..
and guess what.mommy left me her visa!
so totally gonna grab that asic shoe man!!
damn hell!
hahaha...

i don't know..
is it just me or what?
sleep late. wake up late. go to work. get home late and sleep late..
all over again..
goody goody!
i don't know what to say..
so tata.

Can you believe it?
It's my first day of work tomorrow and I'm still not asleep.
I have to report at 8.30am.
Oh god.
I'm so gonna be sleepy in the morning.
It's been like what? two months since i work?
god. that is such a long time to get in touch with laziness..
argh!! i hate it that we have to work??
why?? oh why??
why do we have to work??
why d we need money??
they should like make money available for everybody so that we don't have to work?
why work so hard to just make sure that we have food at the end the day?
why work so hard just to live?
i didn't ask for to live in the first place.
i know, I'm not supposed to question the power of God.
but seriously..i just don't get to point.
we have to abide so many rules. work so hard to get food. can't do this. can't do that.
might as well don't live at all.
i want to be rich and famous.
like really rich. my wealth so estimate like billions of dollars.
haha. so much for such a silly dream.
well i guess life just suck huh?

kiwak..
tkde mood pe aku nk blog..
peh lame tk blog..
boring la kan....
this tuesday,I'm starting work.
aiyo..
malas la saye..

three guys and one lifetime.
no fair.
now..
there are some steps that i took previously that makes me regret now.
steps like talking to Nasir.
let him love me.
let him know me.
steps like being loving Shah so much.
let him love me too.
let him know me too.
steps like getting to know Farid.
let him fool me.
let him hypnotise me with his fake love.
how fun is life for me right now.

juggling between three guys.
now i know what it feels like having multiple guys at one time.
sometimes i just can't help it.
i have been so good to them.
but in the end,i get nothing.
maybe,that is where i get my strength to play their game.
their game of cheats and lies.
i understand so much now.
sorry guys,i just can't help it.
but one thing for sure.
the most important for me right now is Shah.
i don't care what happen to Nasir or Farid but i still have to treasure my Alwanshah.
nothing can stop me now.
i won't stop and think about karma.
sometimes.this is just how life rolls.
i can't stop.
i can't say no.
i can't go away.
i still have my boundaries.
and my principles.
but at times.
the dice just rolls differently.
i still have to play the game.

boohoohoo.
so i fail again in this Nasir guy.
he sucks.
love sucks.
dammit.
why does guy appear to be like an angel?
i THOUGHT i know when to not fall for a guy.
darn.
it's not officially over yet.
so i can't say much but i can see him in my future-NOT.
wahlao..
everything sucks now.
what the hell!
and he can some more be rude to me.
very rude indeed.
i hate him for that.
he took away the smile from my face.
make me a living ghost.
make me crumpled up so bad that even ironing won't do any good.
he sucks!
i don't know..
i should be moving on..
like really move on..........

really so sorry dear..
i didn't mean to hurt anyone right now..
see la..i got no mood to blog about it right now.
but I'm really so sorry.

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